Work in Progress

A work in progress; I was in deep thought when these words came to me, my mind actually sang this out as if to a tune. But I've lost that same feeling- and can't seem to finish it.
Any suggestions r welcome :)

Break the rules.
I'm sleeping in my clothes tonight
a paradigm not far from fright.
I want to.
What are those deep desires?
Too much not knowing?
Too little to aspire?

I had that dream,
held it- but it's gone tonight.
Vanishing before me as I remain in darkness.