Fast Car- Tracy Chapman

You got a fast car

But is it fast enough so we can fly away

We gotta make a decision

We leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving, driving in your car

The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk

City lights lay out before us

And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder

And I had a feeling that I belonged

And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car

And we go cruising to entertain ourselves

You still ain't got a job And I work in a market as a checkout girl

I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted

We'll move out of the shelter Buy a big house and live in the suburbs

Marilyn Monroe

I believe that everything happens for a reason,
people change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so you appreciate them when they're right,
you believe lies so you'll learn to trust noone but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

This gets me Thinking

So I had a friend read my short story about the car (titled Ghost Rider) and he too told me he interpreted it as very "hidden sexual" :S But what I meant to write was about my adventure and escape from the hectic city in my car ...

I think this kind of lowers the quality of my thoughts haha. I know I feel passionate about two things: cars and nature (how contradicting) so maybe this hidden sexual crap is of a subconscious nature.

Aneways, here's smtn hot I did today:

Halton Region Conservation Authority, ON

Hello May

Hello May

I feel sexy but insecure around you here

Yes, May, you intoxicate me with your being

Your smile lights up my days
The green grass, flowers and beauty you spring amazes me

My mind thinks forward and plans ahead to include you

But thoughts and actions, they sometimes never coincide

*Sigh

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo

I just read the first of three novels by Stieg Larsson and I am very surprised at the plot, suspense, and how well the author carried the book from start to finish. I must admit that at the beginning the plot was slow moving but it quickly picked up pace. To my surprise the book had multiple climaxes and they were so well entwined in the story that while reading I couldn't resist putting the book down. I finished reading the book at 5am in the morning lol. Overall, 5 stars. It was very smart and again, very well written. It was also my first mystery/murder novel I've read and although the book did arise emotions of fear and anger in me, I was not as agitated by it because the main characters of the book had logical and rational thinking (not as dumbfounded as Bella Swan from Twilight.. barf).

I am currently picking up the second book, The Girl who played with fire. On a side note, I'm also reading a history book (written by Norman Davies).. the history of Poland but in ENGLISH! yes.. english!!! finally, something that I can understand and analyze thoroughly on my own. Don't get me wrong, I am fluent in Polish.. but the way the Polish language carries itself in such subjects is a snore! lol. Plus some words are difficult to interpret :P

Aneways, here is the trailer to the movie of the first of Larsson's books (it is in Swedish with english subtitles). A couple of friends strongly recommended me to watch it but I couldn't give in without reading the book first :)

Heart- Barracuda

Dave Grohl

..not ready to regret

If I could hold on I would
Not everything I do, I should
A hold on my heart a break in my soul
You’ve got to reason
With yourself with somebodyyy

This loneliness you felt so long
Upon you now never this strong
A quenching thirst alive desire
Aloud passion, screaming fire
Feel that within yourself, with somebody

Chorus:
Never ending story
Never ending promises
A hold on my memory
Thought itd tear my soul to shreds

Never ending losses
Never stopping causes
The world ain’t over quite yet
I'm not ready to regret

Everlong- Foo Fighters

No Time of Worry

Worry rises in you like a rock carved into stone
She said she'd go to see you
But you're there, left all alone

Time is never ending
Your mind is full of doubt
That other one sits beside you
Her eyes follow you as you walk out

...and on and on your fall awaits
either plunge or risk heartbreak
how would you do it

You can't compare what isn't yours
You can't despair over stupid chores
Too fast time flies to really care
What you do, is the foundation to whats already there